Sarah Rax

we look a little better in the sky

2011-08-25T11:49:00.003+08:00

we should run, my love. run to somewhere like a ...perhaps a carnival ☺

bffaes/ loml/ le quevario

2011-08-15T22:18:00.003+08:00

my favourite people in the entire history of the whole galaxy :-)

the socially awkward dreamer is back. oh well.

2011-08-14T12:00:00.004+08:00

...so look who's back, young and alive. it was a temporary escape after all.

i could use somebody and you could be somebody

2011-05-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

fifth. thank you for the beautiful gift, dear :) i'll treasure it, that's for sure. xoxo.

because i wanna remember the places that we left

2011-04-30T23:55:00.004+08:00

tonight, we'll be whoever we like. tonight, we'll leave our troubles behind.
tonight, in other we'll hide. tonight will be alright :)

i could watch you for a lifetime. you're my favourite movie

2011-04-24T03:22:00.013+08:00

no one else will have me like you do. no one else will have me, only you.
Goodnight @shnlmhd ^3^

rainy day/cold milk/songs/tripod stand/dslr/bestfriends

2011-04-15T20:40:00.024+08:00

so yes, it's quite obvious that amai crashed at my place. she brought along her dslr,
so we can't help but to *sigh* take pictures. hees :3 these are some of the pictures taken v(^__^)v

harro me want tuh be yer flend. me wuv pacman

2011-04-08T16:00:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHA HOW DISTURBING CAN THIS GET? OH MY GOD *dies*

she was a genius of sadness, immersing herself in it

2011-04-06T21:34:00.006+08:00

just something to make my blog look ...alive. trololol! i love my boyfriend. bye!

i know how you feel, i really do. hang in there.

2011-03-17T18:22:00.012+08:00

...and so i walked pass a pair of angry lovebirds on my way home.

they were quarelling, but the girl was calm and composed. she then said,

"yknow what my problem is? my problem is that i tend to expect too much from you, from people around me..."

wandering through starry skies and when tomorrow's day arrives, i'll be a moment closer to the brightest hour with you.

2011-03-16T15:05:00.010+08:00

livin' my life. i come to realise that it's not that i don't have any inspiration to blog.

i've got all the time in the world. but i just choose not to.

no honey, don't worry. no bad dreams for you tonight.

2011-03-07T18:50:00.004+08:00

this dreamcatcher has been chillin' on my bedroom window for a good 14 years already.

these pictures were taken on a lazy sunday afternoon. in bed, with a nikon d90.

clap your hands if you want some more!

2011-02-26T22:38:00.007+08:00

4E5'10 first ever class outing yesterday. good food, good weather, good company. man, i love 'em kids!

my girls and i left earlier and headed off to somewhere (intended to sound mysterious)

cabbed home with the girls. midnight fare. i love my girls, always :)

you're the type of boy i like to give too much till it's enough

2011-02-20T13:54:00.006+08:00

it wasn't a good week for me. but hey, tomorrow marks the start of a new week.

and i've got alot of things to look forward to. have a good sunday everyone :)

i was too weak to give in, too strong to lose

2011-02-18T23:59:00.007+08:00

is someone getting the best of you? has someone taken away your faith?

i've got another confession, my friend. i'm no fool. i'm getting tired of starting again.

it's a cruel thing you never know all the ways i tried. i was too weak to give in, too strong to lose.

i swear i'll never give in. i refuse.

and he's thinking of what sarah said: love is watching someone die. so who's gonna watch you die?

2011-02-17T19:10:00.011+08:00

hello. if there were to be a reason why i haven't been updating my blog, it has to be that my inspiration to update

it has run dry. completely dry. dry like the sahara desert. or perhaps dry like your throat. with all that phlegm...

...i'm just sayin'. so much for daily update and updating more than once a day. lol. alright tata.

haven't you heard? i'm stuck on a boy who fills me with joy.

2011-02-08T23:59:00.006+08:00

excessive use of this handsign, i know. le sigh~

...and i taught him to do it too.

that ant shall die in spasm hawhawhaw! *piak piak piak*

the faces he asked me to make ~.~

bowling + lunch + a walk in the park.
wuv you to bits and pieces shnl ♥

got no need for the fancy things. the attention that it brings.

2011-02-05T20:01:00.015+08:00

'cause if you're not really here, then i don't want to be idle. i wanna be next to you.

hi i'm furious. well, i was. you see, it's a saturday and shnl's not in singapore till tomorrow. so i got pretty much restless and bored at home. i thought of going out to get some stuffs for my bedroom. i was already hyped up and in the damned mood to go out and then ...BAM! shops are closed. EGADS!! like freakin' c-l-o-s-e-t. okay no, c-l-o-s-e-d. i literally felt my insides sinking. help me mamasita! i went completely bonkers on twitter and facebook. ugh, shove that aside already. i'll be getting my allowance tomorrow. yippeee! and i'll be meeting shnl next week. double the happiness! *claps hands* and oh, i've already gotten myself a new coloured smile. it's pink and orange now. no more of that boring blue and yellow smile. yayyy! anddddd, i made a new friend today. she's from across the border. her name's qaisara =) cheers!

what did the bee say to the other bee? i'm bee-zy.

2011-02-03T14:07:00.004+08:00

bzzzzzzz, imma busy bumble bee. school's cool, despite not having bffaes with me.

but that don't matter since i get to see amai, aidil and also siti on every friday =)

because i'll be counting unicorns to sleep every night

2011-01-19T01:30:00.007+08:00

"mum can i not go to school? i want to draw unicorns and giraffes in the swimming pool."

did the sun rise from the west or the east this morning?

2011-01-18T23:17:00.017+08:00

1) date with amai in the afternoon. pizza hut - her treat.

2) WE GOT BALLOONS!!!! like pink and turquoise =')

3) two best friends laughing while walking around - bad news.

4) i bumped into this evil-looking woman who gave me a killer glare. alah =(

5) crashed at my place after that - FEELIN' SO FLY LIKE A GSIKH!

6) we laughed so hard while reading the 'book of silly jokes'. we underestimated that shit!

7) videos of us, as always. run abit, skip abit, spin abit, sing abit, laugh abit.

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amai: knock knock!

sarah: who's there?

amai: bennin.

sarah: bennin who?

amai: bennin hell.

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sarah: knock knock!

amai: who's there?

sarah: little old lady.

amai: little old lady who?

sarah: i didn't know you could yodel.

amai: *reads an article about Judgement day*
sarah: sooooo....?
amai: it says if the sun rises from the west and sets on the east, the End will come.
sarah: oh yea, that.
amai: SO DID THE SUN RISE FROM THE WEST OR EAST THIS MORNING?!?!?!
sarah: AMAI YOU ARE BEING PARANOID!!! STOP IT!!
amai: *types on google: from where did the sun rise this morning?*
sarah: HAHAHAHAHA. THAT'S SO VAGUE.
amai: I DON'T CARE. VERY PARANOID NOW.

hold my hand, i'm gonna take you inside my space

2011-01-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

room tour or what ever these things are called. HOLD UP! first of all, you need to know
that i was requested to do this room tour thing by quite a number of mysterious people
on my formspring. so yea, enjoy? LOL!!!! it isn't that good i know. i tried. meh.

p/s. I JUST LIKE JUST JUST GOT MYSELF THIS REALLY COOL UNICORN THING!!!
there are like 8 of 'em stringed unicorns, MULTI-COLOURED ='D so pretty sigh.
but sadly, this video was taken a day before i bought it =/ so yea..

you are the best thing summer gave me. better than silence and no school, no curfew and no rules.

2011-01-13T17:29:00.009+08:00

hello mello jello. my afternoon was spent wisely. i finally got to clean my bedroom without ANY form of distractions - AT ALL. with the help of my mum that is hek hek hek. discovered my journals from past years. meh indie LOL!!! and also alot of other cool things which i never thought existed. i also found my birthday card from mum when i was 4 years old (when i was still adorable) sweeeeet! my room's spanky clean naooo. i hope it'll stay this way for as long =') a whole box of memories under my study desk. i'll check on them every once in a while =) i'll be meeting shnl tomorrow. talk about meeting, i think my maid gets to meet her boyfriend more than i do. FML. oh well, i might be getting myself a new book. i feel the need to start reading again. i also feel the need to take my box of crayons out and doodle on shnl's arms♥

i win your heart with a wit-woo n___n

2011-01-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

don't mind the poor image quality. stupid webcam. you failed me.

well hello there. so yes, my wednesday evening was spent with this girl in the GIF above. she totally missed my bus stop and got stranded at some expressway. crazy, what the heck was she thinking seriously? how could she possibly miss the blue blocks? and to think that it wasn't her first time coming over >=( but itzakay, she got me my all-time favourite vanilla milk tea. how thoughtful! =') ...though the ice melted and it tasted like paper. and her supposedly ice blended chocolate which tasted like toothpaste. she also bought a bag of chips for the both of us to munch on. had lunch together. she did her JAE registration and all. yay amai! all the best! talked about everything under the sun. i gave her a cadbury chocolate and i ate it an hour after that. she flipped! cuz she was waiting for it to melt since it was out from the fridge. i was hella annoying justnow i don't know why ...or is it every single time? =( hmm. meh. i wuv chu amai! awot awot =3

amai: OMG RAH IS THAT MY CHOCOLATE?!
sarah: *looks at her with half of the chocolate in mouth* *eyes glitter*
amai: I WAS WAITING FOR IT TO MELT AND YOU ATE IT??!!! IT'S BEEN AN HOUR!!!
sarah: nah i give you half.

at that very moment, i watched my dreams all slip away

2011-01-11T20:16:00.012+08:00

family / bffaes / shnl / hamirul / happeh buddy / ruzzy / chris

that feeling of watching all my dreams slip away just like that at that very moment. that feeling of having this hopeless place inside my heart. that feeling of utmost disappointment with no one but myself. put up a facade in the school hall when the fact is i could actually feel my insides tearing and how i felt the extreme need to just go all hysterical. i should have given my all. yes, my head was filled with i should haves. but i put a fullstop to all that and picked myself up right away. i'm really glad i prepared myself for the worst beforehand. rest assured, i'm moving on. i've made my decision to repeat another year in school. i've spoken to the principal, the 2 teachers-in-charge and my form teacher yesterday and they were supportive of it. i'll be back in 4E. it won't be easy for me to adapt to a whole new environment but i know my motive of coming back and i'll stand by that. i've got more than enough people to guide me through the year and make sure that i won't even catch a glimpse behind. life goes on. next week, i'll start afresh. new everything. just watch me.

i never knew there was someone to make me come alive

2011-01-05T16:15:00.006+08:00

and till this day when everything breaks, you are the anchor that holds me.

and that is why we'll always make it. i can read you. you're my favourite book.

yes i am aware that this post is five days late

2011-01-05T15:22:00.009+08:00

hello! i know this is a little too late but HAPPY NEW YEAR! celebrated the new year's eve at my place with the friends. had bbq and countless number of uno games. the last one was a killer cuz it lasted for about 1.5 hours and it was already 6 in the cute morning. those who finished the game earlier were already sleeping like a log except for siti and i. once the game was over, siti and i ran up to my bedroom and hit the bed. while the guys had to sleep at the living room like packed sardines ha-ha. everyone had horlicks when they got up. happy times. i am supposed to meet mirul justnow in the afternoon but it's sucha shame that i was still asleep at that time. i deserve to be yelled at really HAHA. oh yes, i'm planning to update my blog more than once per day (LOL!!) and like on a daily basis. i don't know if that'll happen. please support me lolwtfsarah. so yes, there will be another post after this. meh. and oh, so much for updating-on-a-daily-basis, i'll be off for a vacation from tomorrow till sunday. tsk. and wtf, results on monday? =/

go for a walk in the park cause you don't need anything

2010-12-24T02:14:00.010+08:00

oh jello! as you can see, i am really lacking the inspiration and enthusiasm to blog anymore. besides, i don't think there's a single soul reading this colourful-for-nothing blog. but that don't matter. with a facebook, twitter, formspring, family, bffaes and a boyfriend, what's the use of a blog anyhoos? damn that's mean. oh well, i still haven't gotten myself a job LOL!!! i'm a sucker really, i admit. but i did go for a job hunt. but then... meh. what have i been doing all this while? i don't know. i did all sorts of random things but the best part is, i like every single random thing i did. so yea, pretty much okay. recent pictures taken with brah. and there's a subway at taman jurong. so much easier for me to get my cookies. yipppeee! okay i'm out. buiiii! hold up. what are my plans for my friday i wonder. well i'm just looking forward to next week that's all =)

shuqun, shuqun by you we have been taught

2010-12-15T02:10:00.006+08:00

harluuuu! well, the reunion with the shuqun kids on monday was awesome! nizam and shahirah couldn't make it at the last minute due to certain reasons. nevertheless, everything went smoothly. love the picnic. love the company. love the weather though it rained. we catched up on a gazillion of things. talked about everything under the sun, really. primary school life, secondary school life, love life, future life - all the different lives you want, you got it. the afterlife wasn't in the list though. window-shopped. a game of uno. oh and there was this part when they talked about hitler and stanlin. whatever to those really. a helluva time with them. we'll be meeting again before we get our results in january hehe! love you guys, all of you. amazing people. well, homed late. alighted at redhill and took a cab home instead. ka-ching! was surprised with 2 pieces of blue bills on my study desk when i got home. thank you brah! haw haw haw :3 hi. i miss my hello boy. but then but then but then... tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!!! *screeeeeeeeeams* iz beaming now, iz beaminggg!

i can see alot of life in you. i can see alot of bright in you.

2010-12-09T23:26:00.010+08:00

heluuuu! my december started really well. pure bliss. heh heh heh. but then again, life has its ups and downs. have been having terrible moodswings these days. i'm really lucky to have ash by my side especially at times like this :'> i was so mean and out of place. negativity hit me hard. scary times, scary times. well he managed to brighten up my night with his usual self. luv luv luv C: i found treasures in a box placed ontop of my wardrobe recently. a box filled with childhood stuffs. i found alot of games that i used to play 24/7 back then. guess who?, boggle, monopoly junior, cluedo, game of life. imma happy turtle! :3 i've got a bag full of games naooooo! oh yea, chris called justnow. i see the light now, i seriously do. i just hope i'll get it really. fiesh and i are planning a sleepover at my place. i know fiesh misses lakeside :B

juice box, paper hat and a line of pixie stix

2010-12-01T00:46:00.011+08:00

i've got so many colours in my new box in my hand. today i'm just gonna colour the sky. start with the blue, draw circular clouds. then with the green, i add the food for the cows. next with the red, i draw a house too small for any real person but that don't matter at all. brown bird with a triangular beak and i shall take the yellow for the legs with 3 lines for feet. a green car with circular headlights. bust out the scissors, i'm gonna bring this drawing to life. i wanna be the one there to draw you pictures and play with your hair.

i know you are just like me pa-da-da-da-pa!

2010-11-30T01:42:00.004+08:00

ssssh! we call is a secret sunday. started well and ended well. i love my bffaes C:

amai crashed at my place justnow. the usual. hek hek hek! siapa kena berus dengan dawai?

guess who's back, back again, sarah's back, tell a friend

2010-11-25T22:13:00.007+08:00

hi. i'm back after being missing in action for 11 days or so. during these 11 days (lol like as if i went for some motivational workshop or something), i realised that i can't ditch my blog for too long. i'm faithful to blogger since 2005. tumblr doesn't work for me. neither does livejournal or onsugar or whatever-nonsense-we-have-these-days. oh well. so hi, i'm still jobless. i don't even know what the heck have i been doing since the last paper. perhaps i was too busy trying to get back all the lost hours of proper sleep. i'll be watching HP7 tomorrow with nanoi. it'll be the second time for me. i remember laughing so hard to this certain scene in the theatre when everyone else was just giggling. ash was like trying so hard to cover my mouth :'> takda maknanya okay. heh heh heh. well life's good thank you. cold night huh? C: there's just too many things that happened, i don't even know where to start. but i remember clearly how i felt and how things were. and no, i don't want any of that to repeat. it was too much, too much for someone like me to handle.

like the rain on my windows late every night

2010-11-14T13:41:00.004+08:00

i'll be momentarily gone from sarahisonfire. i'll come back, most probably.

now let the whispering wind come lift me away. i watched your dreams all slip away.

and then i was reminded how to love again

2010-11-01T13:55:00.012+08:00

hey, you ought to know that i miss you.

the one reason for the insecurities and paranoia.

i've been gone for quite some time. hello there! been busy with the major examination. not saying that it've already ended though (since i'm updating my blog). we're left with 2 more gruelling weeks and all of us can finally get a life. and i can finally meet ash again hek hek hek :B wellicanmeethimtomorowactually double :B i swear these 3 weeks are horrific. my saturdays are spent at west coast macs with the happeh buddy. home late. parents left for japan yesterday and will be back this coming sunday. i miss them already! =( well, i'll be meeting fiesh later on for a study date at the place she've long abandoned. heh heh ^^ geography tomorrow. let's just hope there won't be any combined questions, ugh i hate those. i watched harry potter last night and i was totally glued to the screen. oh how they amuse me! i think robert pattinson looked so good in goblet of fire (?!) lol okay uhm yea i know right. lol i can't believe i ditched geography for that god damn show. i feel so good. oh come on, watching flying broomsticks and pink frogs are much more interesting than reading up on trees and finding out how their roots look like and what kind of fruits they bear. likewhogivesashittothose?!

your light is ultraviolet. ultra. violet

2010-10-15T23:42:00.007+08:00

tonight we'll be whoever we like. tonight we'll leave our troubles behind.

tonight in each other we hide. tonight will be alright.

and that night you put a crown on my head

2010-10-12T20:03:00.008+08:00

i'm stuck on a boy who fills me with joy :>

i just got myself a blue instax mini a couple of hours ago and i melted instaxtaneously upon seeing it. like literally melted. it's so adorable and pretty. i'm really contented! i shall have fun with it with the bffaes, happeh buddy and ashinulul real soon♥. it's graduation day tomorrow. everyone's prepared for the comeback of the dslr(s). we're gonna smile till our gum go dry. there'll also be a pot luck with the class and all our subject teachers. it'll be a day to remember. officially marks the end of our secondary school life. we are happy kids forever. real boring as shit lesson. friend tells a darn good joke. laugh out loud. teacher looks at you. poker face. hahaha! oh well, just 14 more days to you know what. sense of urgency? hmm. oh well. i'm gonna be showing some tender loving care towards chemistry tonight. just chemistry and i. we'll create chemistry. chemistry notes, chemistry tys, chemistry textbook, chemistry guide. mmmmm ~ B)

balloons/colours/bffaes/birthday/candles/sunset ♥_♥

2010-10-09T23:59:00.013+08:00

birthday wishes that made me smile throughout the ninth of october.

thank you, nice people. phonecalls, text messages, facebook and tweets ♥

we girls love our nails! i love mine! base+crack+coating = yellow and pink!

the most awesome birthday celebration with the bffaes! it was a total surprise. amai came over with big, helium balloons that made me so excited! euphoria! she brought me to places. we walked alot. strangers smiling, wishing me a happy birthday. esplanade. aidil appeared like magic. they ran away, leaving me there alone, with big balloons and a dslr. they came back, looking satisfied. escalator up to the rooftop. amai asked for my glasses. grabbed my hand. told me to shut my eyes tightly. led me through the rooftop. stumbled here and there. twirled. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! bffaes. the standard song. banners. oreo cheesecake. snacks. drinks. people smiling. 3 minutes to find something blue around the rooftop. found it. happy. sunset. family at night. thank you for the really awesome saturday, bffaes! i love each and everyone of you - fiesheye, amai, sha and aidil. BEST FRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER! let's not forget to thank ashinulul for the night before. simpsons. my sassy girl. the park. night sky. rambling conversation. yuna. lights. songs. blue watch =)

goodbye turquoise. hello violet and pink

2010-10-07T19:18:00.003+08:00

before i rant on anything, i would like to inform all you lovely people
that this turquoise metal thing of mine here has now changed to violet+pink! ♥♥♥

so that's the gift from the happeh buddy. the favourite song painted into a comic strip. loving it. hello! i find today really really really long and draggy. lessons were alright though. fiesh and i have been doing quite a few bffs test recently. she failed the first few ones and i felt sad. hehe! it's just basically me putting my index finger in my stapler and see whether she'll stop me from pressing the thing down. the first time, it took her 3454645 hours to realise my finger was actually there. and by the time, my index finger was already busted. the second time, she tried to pull it away from my finger but she accidentally let the top part go and it sprung straight to my finger, which hurt even more =( she passed the last test though. BUT NEVERTHELESS, never the less je eh, i still love you. we don't need no tests. buat susah je!

the bffaes, the happeh buddy and ashinulul

2010-10-05T21:50:00.009+08:00

sunday was spent with the bffaes at amai's place for the open-house. we were the first and the last to leave. we had one helluva time! pictures after pictures. videos after videos. saturday was spent with the happeh buddy. thank you for the really awesome advanced birthday gift. the most epic yet sweetest moment. just a boy and just a girl. it'll be hung on my wall, that's for sure. happeh forever. dental appointment this thursday. new colour for the whole world to see. friday is gonna be the sarah and ashinulul day heh heh! =) and yes, i am still busy with school-related things. school assignments, revisions, intensive classes till 7pm. 20 more days. time is passing too fast, it scares me. more people falling sick. studied too hard and the weather. it must be these two duos. graduation next week. too many things to worry about. i've been consuming all the junk foods in the world. tell me to stop please. oh dear me. well, goodnight all.

the truth about cats and dogs

2010-09-27T19:37:00.022+08:00

haven't you heard? i'm stuck on a boy who fills me with joy.

i'll make whirlpools and watch him sparkle. we'll make magic.

imma change the colour of this turquoise metal thing real soon. it's been a month and a day old. thank you for behaving and not giving me any ulcers or pain, you turquoise thing. yknow i'm contemplating the next colour for you. happy smile for you always =) time flies so fast today. i love how it's always raining during our intensive classes. no, not because we could sleep in between lessons, i swear. it's because it's so soothing and makes us all less restless. but for some undefined and confusing reason, a few of my classmates and i were rather restless justnow during math. perhaps it was the monotonous teacher. hmm. class phototaking tomorrow! informal shot shall be really really informal. and let's all run to the camera for the fun shot! gonna be super epic. and we already warned the ones who spoilt last year's class picture, to not spoil it again this year. hahahaha. those eyes better be looking at the lens and not somewhere else. you dreamers.

OHMYGOD LOOK AT THIS!!! GIRAFFES!! DANCING?!?!

I MADE THIS AS MY WALLPAPER FOR MY PHONE. SO CUTE!! ♥

now hello there square one here i come

2010-09-24T20:43:00.020+08:00

hello honey bees. i have been busy these days. intensive classes results to going home later than usual. going home later than usual results to a very lethargic sarah. a very lethargic sarah results to a change in body clock. a change in body clock results to...OMG THERE ARE 3 KITTENS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE NOW :O hi, i'm back. so as i was saying ... hmm hang on, what was i saying again? oh forget it. oh well, i went for the latern festival with amirul 2 days ago. we were in total awe. awestruck as some might call it. everything was beautiful. pretty lanterns, pretty candles, pretty lights, pretty colours. happy people everywhere. how can they not be when everything was just so colourful?! just like the lights from my blue watch =') imma go there with the happeh buddy tomorrow. so much for hitting the books. it'll be fun muahaha! i'll turn nocturnal tonight. oh which reminds me! i tuned in to MJ12 last night without having ash to accompany me! he must be proud of me, MUST. i feel like i'm the best damn thing. i feel like karipap. i feel like f-yeah. i feel good, so fine =')

on msn, when we were still at home ~
sarah: okay i just got out from the shower.
amirul: hey i don't think there'll be any fireworks =(
*BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM* FIREWORKS!!!
amirul: FUCK, GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. NOW. I MEET YOU NOW.

find distractions, feel distracted, get distracted

2010-09-24T19:45:00.002+08:00

let's just forget the disappointment and conquer the world.

it's easy to find distractions and easy to get distracted.

happy colours on a happy saturday

2010-09-18T23:40:00.006+08:00

saturday, saturday, happy saturday. well i had classes in the morning. biology, geography and social studies back-to-back. it was a drag at first but it turned out to be alright after all. shared lays chips with cass during geography. classmates love my robot fan, that's for sure. bought subway cookies before heading home. white chocolate and m&ms. nom nom nom. i should really stop spending my money on food, should really stop. been eating too much these days. hari raya is partially at fault. the other half of it, i've only got myself to blame. sigh! so yea, these bunch of kids came over for raya justnow. don't ask why amirul and i were the only 2 sitting on the chairs in the last 3 pictures, cause i really don't know. happy, vibrant colours. great saturday. goodnight. i am so darn tired. like always. mana ashnul ni! oh tu dia hehe =D

i'll stop the world and melt with youuuu

2010-09-16T20:43:00.007+08:00

may peace be upon you! today is the best thursday i've ever had with my classmates and bffaes, i swear. we had a picnic in class after school. we had chocolate chip cookie dough, chocolate macadamia, truckloads of chips, kueh raya, pocky, collon and drinks! we are total junkies. and the best part was, we had all these right before our intensive lesson. but what the heck, we had one helluva time. ah then after that 39 more days to olevel. anti-climax ttm. oh well, hanged out with the bffaes right after intensive lessons. on a hunt for amai's mum's birthday gift. HANG ON! look at the pictures above! it's a freakin' portable fan. it's so cute i just had to purchase it =') i'm so using it tomorrow in class. besides, the weather's really unpredictable these days. and ooo yea! i'll be having home-baked pizzas in the early morning tomorrow! =D we are both happeh friends. happeh friends eat pizzas in the morning. and no, no chilli please and thank you.

you make me feel that everything is going right and that i can go to sleep tonight.

and i'll wake up to your voice, down blankets and pillow.

you turned me into somebody loved

2010-09-14T18:35:00.020+08:00

rain turns the sand into mud. wind turns the trees into bone. stars turning high up above.

we never said what we were dreaming of, but you turned me into somebody loved =)

hello! i've ditched my blog big time, haven't i? have been lacking the inspiration (like again) to update this blog of mine. many things happened while i was gone - both good and bad. a chirpy blue girl i am. i was having the time of my life, trust me on this. like that encounter with a dog in the library. yes, in the library. monday was shit. it was horrible. from the start of the day till the end. but hey, i've picked myself up and i'll just let it go. i.am.strong. i'm really thankful to have such wonderful and beautiful friends to always be there for me, all the time. life goes on anyway! =D and yes, i woke up early this morning to anticipate a better day. and true enough, it was indeed a good day. the bffaes and shnul muhd =) hi, my right arm's bruised all thanks to that pinch i asked from sha. i needed a pinch as i was really really sleepy during math justnow. her pinch made me wide awake from 2.45pm up till now. thanks je sha. buat susah je sha eh seriously.

this is a very late and improper entry

2010-09-13T18:31:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

i know it's late but what the heck!

i'll miss ramadhan, no doubt. next year.

you're a part-time lover and a full-time friend =)

2010-09-02T15:26:00.011+08:00

hi, hi and hi. this turquoise metal thing is finally a week old! =D i bought my cadbury top deck and mrs fields rainbow chocolate chip cookies justnow. life is indeed worth living =') last paper today and it ended at 9am. took a bus ride to nowhere with the bffaes. we love long bus rides! so basically we ended up at paya lebar. took the train back to the west. no lifers really. we had fun. aidil was being an ass in the train HAHA. his killer faces and hints from a distance really killed me. i kept pulling my face and pinching my ownself, just to stop myself from laughing. i presume fiesh and amai were clueless about what's going on at that point of time. it's freakin' hard to control a hysterical laughter. put yesterday's scene at the library for example. adi's nigga lips. and when astarof made that horny tree face joke. we all went from a giggle, to a chuckle and to a hysterical laughter. it was awful. we had our moment. we feel guilty after that. self-reflections, guys.

hellomynameissarahandicanthelpbutmumble

2010-08-29T16:34:00.011+08:00

herro to all. so today is the 3rd day of having this turquoise metal thing inside my mouth. i was given a whole list of nonsense i couldn't eat =( and sad to say, that list of nonsense consists of the daily nonsense i love eating. this is so depressing =( i am and will be a mumble girl for this whole week or so. adi enjoys this because he'll have a friend of his own species, a mumbler. only that his is for good, mine is temporary. hello. i created a twitter account recently. all thanks to ash and ruzzy. i've gotten the hang of it, i think hehe. i shall tweet all day long!!! ^___^ my hair have grown longer and i like it. and mmm, it smells of honeydew. so shiok! i gotta start revising for tomorrow's papers. numbers numbers numbers!

we could leave. i'll dim the stars, we'll steal away from here.

we'll run so fast and so far. we'll burn up these streets. our mystery complete.

we are all made of stars, my friend

2010-08-25T22:18:00.007+08:00

I FEEL SO COMPLETE, SO SO COMPLETE =)
family, bffaes, morning star, blue watch hehe.

hello ladybugs. i got myself a blue watch 2 days ago and i'm still amazed by its really awesome lights. amai would know how this feels. it have got happy blue green yellow red pink lights. i can choose to have only one light or to have all lights lighting up at once! isn't it just so brilliant? =') makes me feel so happy to check the time at night or whenever it's dark. i know right. d&t and biology papers today were a killer. no kidding. shan't brood about it. english oral the other day was awesome. smiley smile smile. i'm currently doing the contents for my presentation boards. what a bummer. it worries me though, in a way. and oh, turquoise smile tomorrow =) everyone's in for the surprise hehe. i'm excited! can you tell? =D

something random turned into something awesome

2010-08-22T21:16:00.004+08:00

hello bad sunday. witnessed 4 minutes of magic at kent ridge park when the sun sets and disappears into the horizon. lighten up sarah. it certainly isn't my day today, from the minute i woke up till now. these feelings i can't decipher. had a hard time trying to absorb the social studies notes given. all i need now is milk, oreos, a pint of chocolate chip cookie dough and a darn good sleep. i shall be an absolute glutton tonight. i shall be selfish. i shall be egocentric >=) don't hate though. this will be only for tonight. i need my bffaes. i need my morning star random awesome super something ashinulul. and haha i created a new blog recently. sarahisonfire will still be updated as per normal though. goodnight =)

i've been secretly falling apart unseen.

i don't know if i'll survive in this magical land i hide behind your eyes.

if you keep on asking, i'll pour this peanut packing

2010-08-15T21:07:00.005+08:00

it's amai's sixteenth :-) a birthday girl like you shouldn't be worrying or getting too upset about whatever that happened last night. it was a bad night, i know. i'm glad i managed to make you feel better. i shall see you tomorrow! hmm, my saturday was alright. had d&t and photoshoot. ivory beauty. playing with lights. chris and the crew are really awesome people. sunday's gonna leave me soon. oh lookie! monday's coming! intensive classes will begin. dental appointment tomorrow. i shall excuse myself from tomorrow's math class. chop chilli chop! alright, i have this really strong urge to rewrite my social studies essay. my handwriting was atrocious as i was rushing to finish it up. bummer. goodnight mushrooms :-)

hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens.

i hope this won't be temporary. my morning star.

and now that's my kind of jagung

2010-08-12T22:08:00.014+08:00

hello! i've been really cheerful and lively these days. so are the bffaes, especially fiesh and amai. smiley smile smile :-) i went for my dental appointment justnow. that moment of anticipation really killed me. i was prepared for the worst. but lucky me, there was no pain at all. injections and extraction. the dentist called me a strong girl hehe. indeed. the next appointment will be on next monday heh. i like how my nights are always accompanied by long, goodnight text messages. i like how every text messages will be filled with new things/words that would really get into me and leave me smiling for a couple of minutes. i like how you use your really cheesy pickup lines which will never fail to make me giggle. i like how i beat you in that bowling game. i like how you play 'you only live once' and smirked when you made mistakes. i like how chirpy i have been recently. i like how everything is now. hello, my kind of jagung :-) hehe. have a good night all of you.

firstly, secondly, thirdly, fourthly, fifthly, lastly

2010-08-10T04:10:00.003+08:00

i think i'm getting the hang of sleeping late these days. but oh dear me, this shouldn't be a habit since school's reopening soon and by then, the fasting month would have already started. imma happy girl tonight. reasons as to why i'm happy? firstly, i've been chatting with ashinulul for 4 hours straight and still am. secondly, i beat him in this bowling game in msn two times in a row. thirdly, i'm listening to songs from kings of leon. their songs is just full of energy and that made me wide awake. fourthly, i kept on giggling at the littlest things. fifthly, i watched family guy on youtube which resulted to me letting out a few hysterical laughters. lastly, i'm happy because that's how i roll hahaha. recently, i got myself this pacman t-shirt. i got so excited the first time i saw it! it looks exactly like the ones i always draw in school. trademark since 2 years ago. classmates should know what i mean. and perhaps some of those from the neighbouring classes. i am so happy, i feel like going on a pony ride and perhaps meet some giraffes along the way. goodnight muffins! :-) :-)

a night to remember, a morning to forget

2010-08-09T14:59:00.018+08:00

ze most awezume breakfast. fruity pebbles with milk, chocolate sticks, strawberries and a fast game chocolate fondue. i love mum! very well then, it's singapore's 45th birthday today. i'm down with an irritating flu and sore throat. but no worries! i'll catch the parade on television, happily ensconced on the sofa at the living room. i did 2 new things recently. things i thought i'd never do. firstly, i managed to stay up till 6am, talking on the phone with the happeh buddy. i didn't know i could talk that much. talked about everything under the sun. he managed to distract my mind from something unpleasant. secondly, ash taught me how to spam on facebook and he asked me to spam his wall. i was contemplating and got very ticklish. it was really hard, trust me! and oh, i was told to post longer entries. i really have no idea how to but i'll try. hang on, is this long enough? well run along now. i've got math worksheets to complete.

i've learn to let it go. i'll keep my head high. it was indeed a rough night. it killed me mentally and emotionally. it went overboard and it exceeded my tolerance level to a large extent. thank you to those who were there for me on saturday night and managed to distract my chaotic mind.

let us all sing a song for singapore

2010-08-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

the most awesome and memorable national day celebration in school ever. even though the parade was rather disappointing, everything fall back into place right after that. activities in class and decoration of kites. wrote our dreams on our kites. the whole school singing to songs and kallang waves at the gallery, knowing the fact that it was our last year in school. patriotism. kite-flying at the school field. happy people everywhere running and flying their dreams. it was indeed a wonderful sight. soccer interclass after that. 4E5 got into the finals and thrashed their opponents. good game. and no, they don't need any sarcasms from you mister. words from a definite loser. d&t right after that. it was one helluva day.

we all had a heart attack during class

2010-08-02T20:57:00.010+08:00

hello monday. the weather's still ridiculous. lessons were draggy. class was still in the weekend mood. hyped during pastoral care. a talk on ..... eh? what was the talk about again? the only fun thing i can recall about the lesson was the heart attack card game. now that was the shit. we are all deprived of card games like that. so yea, 20 solid minutes on that. you should have seen the look on everyone's faces when the team had to stack up the hands and the winning pair had to smack on their freakin' hands. and whenever someone's hand got smacked, they'll give this one look, like as if we owe them money. padahal setakat kena shuffle the cards for the next game. hahahaha siala. i love my class.

ksl: eh sarah, what animal like to ask 'why'?
sarah: *thinking of all the possibilities* what eh?
ksl: pig
sarah: why?
classmates: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i've got electric pink in the cheeks

2010-07-30T19:49:00.004+08:00

weather's so good today. so basically i told adi that i wanted it to rain today and it really did. kudos to that. watched the sky with classmates this morning. observed the low clouds. scary. biology was alright. just listen and we'll understand. english, let's just not talk about it. we shall keep it low. sigh. math class. it's mr chen's last day. chatted as a class. merci chocolates. hazelnut faces. crashed at amai's place for awhile after school with the girls. had a really good time laughing. amai did it again. she was hell funny, i feel defeated hahahaha. coursework after that. we're seeing the light. there's coursework tomorrow too. from 7.30 in the morning till 11. and wow, tomorrow's a saturday. wow.

and all i gave you was a blush response

2010-07-24T19:04:00.009+08:00

mello. this explains my saturday. well of course i did my revision before that. phenotypes, genotypes, blablabla. developing people, foreign talent, bliblibli. first of all, check out the first picture. observe my bed frame. i find the legs of the bunnies so adorable. hehe. mmkays, i decided to remove the 3 frames on my wall (the ones facing my study desk. like as if you know) and replace it with a bigger frame. too bad it isn't big enough to fit more happy pictures of the happy people. i'll hang it up tomorrow. oh, i planned to bake a marshmallow cake soon. mmm, nom nom nom kesedapan. i'm gonna have a new theme for my room soon, insya'allah. mom and i sketched it out on rough paper and i think it's brilliant.

whisper something sweet and make me smile

2010-07-23T21:48:00.007+08:00

racial harmony day, 2 days ago. class photos and all that are in the 2 teachers' cameras. this means that the photos would be uploaded 10 years later. well hello there. i'm back. busy with school, schoolwork, coursework and whatnots. not to mention the worst thursday i had, which was just yesterday. i shan't elaborate about it. melodramatic. followed the band to cda last monday to watch them rehearse for the parade. happy juniors. i miss band. i miss my sexy horn. i've been sickly these days. am in the process of recovering. moodswings here and there. penyakit sia. tests and more worksheets. days are passing by fast. tell me, how many more months to the major papers? this is not my week at all. goodnight.

a short story on how i met the bunnies

2010-07-14T21:40:00.018+08:00

on a cold wednesday night, i decided to play my guitar.

i strummed my guitar to random songs that were going through my mind.

i was then distracted by a sound that was very foreign in my bedroom.

i ignored the sound and continued strumming my guitar while singing along

suddenly, 2 bunnies from nowhere, perched on my shoulders.

"who the heck are you?" i asked. "i'm the white rabbit," replied the bunny.

i managed to flick the white bunny off my shoulder. now i'm left with this asshole.

The End

imma loser and you can't keep good losers down

2010-07-12T19:59:00.007+08:00

ameliorate. writing self-reflections help. i'm done with mine. it's the lengthiest one so far.

the resentment. pure regrets. wishful thinking. tearful. vexed. ambivalence. anger.

coloured papers, glue, scissors, markers, pens

2010-07-11T16:54:00.032+08:00

it's hamirul's birthday today. ssssh, he's not supposed to see this :3 warned him about entering my blog though. we shall see whether he'll keep his word for it. it's a long and slow sunday. let me yak on my boring sunday. i had my cold shower and left the bathroom. i was so fresh and i believe i smelt really awesome. i put my clothes on and did my hair. i went out of the house. i walked down the street and whuuuuut?! i perspired :l oh ma gad you got to be kidding me. the sun really killed me. the weather's ridiculous. well so, i got myself a new pen hehe. and also a new pad of fulscap paper hehe. this means that i won't be asking fiesh for fulscap paper anymore. dinner with family later on at johor. i sense excitement :D

//EDITED

HAHAHAHA OMG. SOMEONE FROM ACROSS THE BLOCK WAS SINGING A SONG I KNOW REALLY LOUDLY AND IT GOT REALLY ANNOYING. I DRAW MY CURTAINS AND LOOKED IN HER DIRECTION AND SCREAMED THE LYRICS TO HER WITH MY PALMS ON MY CHEEKS AND SHE FREAKIN' STOPPED SINGING. HAHAHAHA I SCREAMED, NOT SING. THAT MADE IT HILARIOUS I SWEAR. HAHAHAHAHA OMG I DIED ONCE AGAIN :'D

look at the bright lights and shining stars

2010-07-10T23:42:00.015+08:00

a well spent saturday afternoon i can say. went to the library with zacky zul. biology and m&ms and jodi picoult. it doesn't seem like a library for certain god damn reasons. happy kids running around and banging the seats. the yawnings were contagious! they're contagious-uh-uh-uhs! rained pitter patter pitter patter. the blue cardigan wasn't enough to keep me warm. west coast macs. nuggets + fries + iced milo + warm lights made me feel all dreamy and sleepy. priceless mashed potato. literally mashed po-ta-to. (500) days of summer. quelqu'un m'a dit, sweet disposition, here comes your man. octopus soaring through the night sky. that better not be paul the octopus who predicted the results for germany and spain's match. sucker. if it was, i would have ripped that little piece of shit right then and there. goodnight sotong on stik.

string of unexpected texts from you that made me lost for words.

well what can i say? happy advanced birthday, ice cream.

and don't get too used to looking down on me

2010-07-09T17:07:00.011+08:00

helu telur. i just finished revising 3 chapters of biology and i feel knowledgeable. today, i fought for time for both english and math tests. i ended both papers with atrocious handwriting. sorry mmkays, can't help it. had malay olevel oral yesterday. it was alright, no kidding. topic was hobby. the last few candidates had to wait for almost 3 hours for their turn. i was one of them. taik only. i hate the feeling of being the next one up. gazillions of butterflies in the stomach and cold sweats. lol kental. i gained 3kg during the holidays hahaha. why am i not surprised ~ something hilarious happened during social studies class the other day. fiesh was the reason for whatever happened. i had my moment. i love you, afiqah.f :')

if you be my ice cream, i'll be your cone

2010-07-05T23:59:00.020+08:00

spent the youth day with fiesh. we went rollerblading and para para dancing. quite frankly, it was our first time entering the arcade and actually played around with the craps they have. furthermore, the arcade was empty - well that was when we first entered. we were later accompanied by a pair of lovebirds, making out on the floor. sheeeesh. fiesh and i danced our hearts out oooh yea. rollerblading was fun. we clinged onto each other whenever one of us went all unstable and jellyish, like jellybones. to the extent of me heading straight into the freakin' bush. now that's embarrassing. butterflies and whatnots came out from there. ass. bumped into azam and friends. not literally though. like we bumped into them... like bumped but not exactly bumped... like bompalompalomp. oh geez, i'm totally drained! there's school tomorrow D':

if you be my ice cream, i'll be your cone - hamirul

if you be my taik, i'll be your lalat - sarah

i need the sand, the waves and the sunset

2010-07-02T19:51:00.005+08:00

ohh maaa gaaaad. all of you have got to love the weather today! pitter patter pit pat. oh spot the purple giraffe in the first picture! hehe. friday and good weather exhilarates us all. a new timetable was issued to us - again. and we don't like it this time. everyday will be a major drag but we'll get use to it somehow, we have to anyway. d&t coursework after school. aprons on, baby. improvised my artefact for the nth time. find n. lol mmkays. had early dinner with whatshername. fiesh fiesh fiesh. she wasted her fries. kambing. i'm looking forward to august. that 3 weeks that'll make a difference in me.

tell me something new, morning glory

2010-06-30T19:19:00.006+08:00

hello, we're all back to school. morning faces. a new timetable. ongoing courseworks. social studies focused test tomorrow on globalisation. i love going to school despite the fact that it can get a little draggy at times. i've got to admit that i've been homesick before in between boring and montonous lessons, countless of times. amai is so freakin' hilarious these days. but aidil, on the contrary, is getting a bit too serious and i'm not fond of it. i wonder what's gotten into him. hmm. on a lighter note, i got myself a purple hairband with a giraffe on it 2 days ago. it's so pretty! kengkeng only.

and that's when i saw a sign by a payphone

2010-06-26T19:19:00.011+08:00

i'm home alone. i love the feeling of having the whole house to myself. so today is all about house chores and guitar-playing. burnt the candles. the aroma therapy. swept the floor. i hate doing the laundry and clearing the trash. i wish my maid's around, pfffft. played a few new songs. i'm a happy indoor girl. believe me, even though i'm at home most of the time, i do have a life lol. hmm, i feel like baking soft cookies, but i can't! my oven is busted :'( sigh, mmkays. well school's reopening soon. i'm not ready for july. cause that simply means that prelims is drawing near and so is o's. sigh again. oh it's dinner time! i shall have chicken nuggets + iced milo + french fries + karate kid = ^^. ngehhhhhhhhh~

stop work, set it to self-timer, side-by-side, smile!

2010-06-26T18:29:00.007+08:00

only we know what happened to my dear knee. cut and bleed hahaha.

thanks dee for the green plaster with the elephant and stars :-)

file and sand and buff and chisel and sneeze and cough

2010-06-24T22:04:00.009+08:00

the d&t courseworks every single day of the week from 8am till 6pm totally drained all of us. where can we find time for other subjects? the filing and sanding of materials. the buffing of acrylics. the chiselling of woods. dusts everywhere. coughing and sneezing. aprons. what else? sigh. i misplaced my cupcake socks, at home. i'm sure it's somewhere in the house. i shall go hunt for it later on. it's been a long time since i played around with my hamster. my poor, deprived buddy. i shall let it bite me later on. i'm sucha bad pet owner. nothing is working well for me at the moment. well hello there.

when did my heart go missing?

2010-06-23T19:43:00.008+08:00

hello i am back and alive hahahaha.

sleepover at amai's was fun as heck. 4 days.

i miss my bed. i miss my laptop. i miss taman jurong.

the eye in the sky is watching your every single move

2010-06-18T23:43:00.011+08:00

math class in the morning at the school library. we freezed. brain freezed and fingers went numb. amai and i told fiesh all the things that happened in school while she was away for the past few days. we controlled our laughter at first but it got so abrupt. d&t after that. aidil's back! ran up to him and gave him a bear hug. both my legs were above the ground hahaha. did d&t. met ruzzy and nizam at macs with amai and fiesh. improvised our d&t. eh eh eh eh with fiesh. stop telephonin' me. you should try doing that some day when you're annoyed, fiesh. oh! next appointment is on the 12th of august :-(

it's sixteen june and it's pop's birthday

2010-06-16T20:13:00.015+08:00

it was raining cats and monkeys in the morning. dad sent me off to school. math class. it was a good thing amai sat with me, if not i would have probably dozed off. quiz and practice questions. dad picked me up after class with mom and faris. zoomed to johor. gonna have a proper celebration on friday when fahmi returns from camp. oh yes! now i remember! my dental appointment's tomorrow! i'm so excited! ngehhhh, it'll be a turqoise smile for the first month, pink for the second, purple for the third. and the rainbow list goes on! i'm so excited! :B happy birthday coco pops! we ♥ you!

what took you so long, hunny bunny?

2010-06-15T21:38:00.019+08:00

hello jellybones. met nanoi right after my math class, well not really right after since she's almost an hour late for the meet-up. she suck when it comes to meeting up on time. everyone of you who's reading this right now have got to know that she made me wait for her for 5 killer hours in the bloody library before, all alone. sucker to the deepest level of heck. moving on, it's not cool to be walking all around town in school uniform. 313 > wisma > ion > fareast > velocity. i begged her to take the cab but she rejected that darn good idea of mine :-( how could she possibly do this to me? i'm home now lol okay. mom shared a joke with me while i was drinking. i tried to control my laughter but it was a total failure. coke from inside my mouth spilled to the carpet and she went like, "eww, shit. go wipe" and looked away.

contemplate, contemplation, contemplative

2010-06-13T21:40:00.009+08:00

hello to you who's reading this. i am in a dilemma lol.

should i cut my hair short or keep it long like rapunzel?

i killed my pet hamster for its casio

2010-06-13T20:58:00.023+08:00

hello pretty people! i'm happy, can you tell? a day out with the family. subway cookies for me in the morning. watched karate kid. awesome storyline and adorable jaden smith, just like his daddy. i really don't mind watching it again. had b&j after that. look at the picture above! ada yimbu la! haha. met hamirul in the evening. passed him the converse shoes. i pulled his freakin' hairy legs and he nearly fell. ambek kau. there's math class tomorrow. but there'll be no fiesh and aidil. they left me alone in sg :'( will be meeting mom after tomorrow's class. braces here i come! i have been waiting in anticipation! oh maaa gaaad i'm so excited, i can die! i feel like going to the zoo and visit the giraffes. apa macam ni.

the tale of the horny frog and rapunzel

2010-06-12T19:18:00.009+08:00

well hello there. i received a phonecall from chris justnow after so long. did some catching up. he likes to mumble. he spoke with such ambiguity and it was rather difficult for me to tell what he's trying to say. and not to mention hamirul's endless frivolous phonecalls, one after the other. i realised that i have not started on the abundant number of assignments the teachers gave except for math. i've been focusing alot on d&t and that's not good. will be having a sleepover some time next week at amai's. finish up the assignments together. bring it on! i need time on my own at the park or just somewhere peaceful with the dslr, or perhaps with someone who can just sit with me without having anything much to say.

a night to remember, a morning to forget

2010-06-10T22:47:00.020+08:00

hey i shall post a proper entry tonight.well so i was reading through my blog archive justnow.i come to realise that i was such a pest back then HAHA 8-) like seriously.the way i typed out my words were egregious.i used shortforms instead of spelling the word out as a whole.there was this trend of updating my blog daily and it was rather annoying.some of the entries were frivolous as it only had 2 lines.basically telling the readers what i was up to and that was it.i get excited by the littlest things,really little little things.i was rather uncouth too.i am really clueless on how i could be attached back then oh my goodness.but then again,thanks to the past,i am a changed girl right now and i shall keep on changing for the better :-)

p/s: is it just me or is it really true that someone's attitude now is like mine three years ago? and to add on to this dissappointment, that someone is the same age as me now. you gotta stop it already. enough of hating. enough of using cuss words just for the sake of using them. it occurs to me sometimes as to why people can hate someone so easily. i've got alot to say about this but i believe i should keep it low. well, i do believe in karma. do you? :-)

thanks cik buat susah je

2010-06-08T22:25:00.018+08:00

hi. sarah, fiesh, amai and aidil were locked up in school.

threw our d&t files and bags outside. macam gembel eh. ish.

we were ready to climb the fence when the guard came. so malu.

and it's contagious, it's contagious

2010-06-06T21:53:00.005+08:00

the soccer match.vipers won!

10-6 or something like that.hurrah!

elephants as big as whales. whales as big as microwaves

2010-06-04T22:28:00.008+08:00

classes from 8.30 in the morning till 6 in the evening.combined humanities and mathematics.not forgetting the d&t courseworks.life will go on like this for the next few weeks or even months.it rained in the afternoon.happy cold people.picnic at the theory room.handed in my material list already and all i have to worry now is whether i have really gotten the measurements right.will be watching aidil's soccer match this sunday.very unlikely of me.vipers.sit and watch.be in a daze.stand and cheer when they scored a goal.sit down.daydream.repeat step one.i know nuts about soccer.

say hello to my pretty blue gummy earpiece

2010-06-01T21:23:00.010+08:00

oh my pretty god. this is the pretty blue gummy earpiece i was talking about.

isn't she the most prettiest thing?! yes, it's a she. she's so pretty D':

// this is hamirul.m

not to forget, our best friend, hafiz

// this is me

// this is my freakin' leg

helu.travelled to the east in the afternoon with the friend.he wanted to see how punggol is like.dog dog dog.haha.the lrt thrilled us.macam roller coaster.hold on to the handrails.vivo after that.burnt my five bucks on something that is really not worth it for hamirul's sake.life or death.good luck charm my ass.went in and out of shops which bored the hell outta him.hah ambek kau.had ben&jerrys.ooh mamasita kesedapan.chocolate chip cookie dough.headed home early.tenet.oh i shall drag myself to school tomorrow.there's d&t coursework.such an anti-climax.oh well this is life for 2010.

cantiknya blue macam nak makan aje ๏̯͡๏)

2010-05-31T20:47:00.021+08:00

i shall get that pretty blue gummy earpiece tomorrow (!!!)

i shall stop spending quarter ~~pounder~~ of my allowance on food.

we think you're a joke. shove your hope where it don't shine

2010-05-31T19:12:00.013+08:00

(get that friendship back, hafiz)

malay paper was manageable.let's just hope i can get what i'm aiming for.insya'allah.it was a good thing that i was seated near the fan.i don't know what would become of me if i were to sit somewhere in the centre of the exam hall without any source of wind.sad sad life isn't it.had lunch with fiesh after the paper.inside jokes.laughed till our tummy ached.two little birds we shall always be.met mirul for awhile after walking fiesh to the interchange.treated him dark chocolate.annoying boy.inside jokes again.anyway someone tested my patience big time last night.haha i chuckled to every single thing you said.you should know me well that i'm not affected by your words at all - at all.i'm much more stronger emotionally as compared to a wreck like you.you're something aren't you.but it's okay,i'm cool with it.ambil patinya buangkan hampasnya.

all it takes is a little faith and a lot of heart

2010-05-30T15:07:00.008+08:00

i lack the inspiration to update this boring blog of mine.i don't know why am i on the laptop when i should be reading up on some malay idioms and good phrases to help me ace for my malay paper which is tomorrow.perhaps i'll continue reading later on.no i'm not procrastinating.i'm just taking a break.my hamster went missing the whole afternoon yesterday.it only returned at night.a pain in the ass.life has been great for me.i've got the friends,the family and the pet.that's all i need.

every day it starts again. you cannot say if you're happy.

you keep trying to be. try harder, maybe this is not your year.

don't you worry, friday's not that far away

2010-05-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

time for a haircut.i baked tie-dye cupcakes yesterday.successful.hello there.express survived five periods of malay in the morning.it was manageable.surat kiriman rasmi.videos.muzz planned to go kite-flying after we're done with malay paper next monday.happy people.break time.stayed in class.did the usuals.ngeh.free periods.health check-up tomorrow.boring talk during assembly.class was restless.bubbletea with fiesh after school.two little birds walking around.an evening with an old friend at the park.stix cupcakes songs.the killing moon.heading to the east tomorrow with fiesh.fast game.tup tup tup.

we will get back on our feet again

2010-05-19T19:22:00.003+08:00

it drizzled in the morning.there's gonna be intensive malay classes starting from next week.i'll make sure i make full use of those classes.chemistry class.being racist ain't funny when it comes to them.it irks me.so stop it.we were seeing numbers as usual during math.and english.hah.the marker's a joke trust me.the word's 'repugnance'.everyone could read that.what makes you the only exception.some eye you got there missy.and no you shouldn't actually underline it and put a sickass question mark there.i don't get you haha.maybe you're just being biased just because we're in this class.haha who knows.anything can happen when it comes to express five.express five huh.get to know us just one more time.you'll love us i promise.haha.just fuck off already.in the end,there will still be kids from my class that'll do better than you lovelies.TET! :-)

rise and shine. shower. breakfast. now what?

2010-05-17T09:52:00.018+08:00

hello good morning, cherry blossom pie.

amai and i are sick. we have an mc for tbw. ngeh.

i wonder what fiesh, sha and aidil are doing right now.

there is no mathematics to love and loss

2010-05-11T20:38:00.018+08:00

ngeh.i'm not gonna talk about the weather this time cause it's still the same.the country's so warm.at least it rained.that made my day.tomorrow's the last paper.combined science.hurrah hurrah.math paper justnow.dealing with numbers for 4.5 hours isn't something i would want to consider a hobby.we killed our brain cells for the paper.sigh.tomorrow is mom's and fiesheye's birthday.kaching.mom's turning 16 and fiesheye's turning 48.lol that's scary.mom's forever young \m/

T: why when (name) smiles while crossing the road, all the cars get ready to stop?
C: why?
T: cause his teeth yellow.

forgiveness, the enviable trait

2010-05-06T15:22:00.014+08:00

AHHHHHHHH KEPANASAN + KEHINGUSAN >:(

i feel like painting my nails blue but there's school tomorrow D':

science practical exam.had a terrible cold.an hour and a half without any source of wind in a laboratory with the windows closed and students lighting up their bunsen burners was a complete turn off.now tell me about the weather.aidil tried singing hoping that it would rain.it did but only for awhile.mane boleh.i shall go off now and mug for tomorrow's paper.should i go to tj macs or should i just stay at home.perhaps i should just sleep la hor.haha cb.woo lek ah joy juice -.-

sang matahari

2010-04-30T17:56:00.011+08:00

haha.weather today is ludicrous.tell me about it man.i'm seated directly under the fan in class but that's just not enough.i can't even feel the wind.i died the most painful death during geography as the lesson was so dry and monotonous.math remedial after school.took quite a number of videos.i was expressing my disappointment regarding the new pair of school shoes that i bought.and oh a 3-minutes video of amai's epic laughter.whattafuck.an ant just bit me D':

fiesh: ni kasut aku yang besar ke atau kaki aku yang besar ah?
sarah: kaki kau yang besar macam kapal.

sticky chewy afternoon

2010-04-24T20:08:00.015+08:00

an afternoon with the band mate.he was the photographer for the day.i gave him the camera and he went around snapping pictures.life was easy for me.weather was hot and sticky.grey clouds came soon after.late lunch at commonwealth.headed home after that.remy asked me to watch his soccer match at lavender which starts at 7pm.had my reasons for not being able to make it.am home alone.i come to realise that i'm lazy and not an outgoing person.haha.i'm so dull.be my friend.

it's okay to say you've got a weak spot,

you don't always have to be on top.

sarah and the whale and the octopohhhhh

2010-04-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

i am currently deprived of laughing hard - a necessity for life.stupid muscle cramps.fiesh's blog entry cracked me up so bad though.i looked spastic i swear.i bet biology class was hell for the tbw yesterday.the class went berserk.haha ambek kau.i've got a personal grudge on the rain.it made me daydream more than i should during lessons.how can hor how can.the unicorns.what's with the sudden grey weather anyway.perhaps it's aidil's singing that caused this.hmm i wonder.weekend assignments.mug warz.supplementary classes.coursework.olevels.i shall have no life this year.

right back at you

2010-04-18T00:18:00.012+08:00

if only i could scream at you, expressing all the anger.

if only i could leave a scar on you that'll be with you forever.

i really should have done that, that day, that time, on that very minute.

the tenth speech day ^^

2010-04-17T23:57:00.022+08:00

speech day 2010 yesterday. more on fb. stepped down from band.

didn't know it'll be difficult to detach myself from them. i'll miss you H and P.

thanks for the necklace, love it alot. and thanks for the cake and all. love you two.

my perfume smell. mainakumana. jokes. middle fingers. laughters. scdf. ruzaini omar :)

ruzaini omar huh? *chuckles. 3 days of bliss at the civil defence academy. you guys witnessed.

sorry to have kept you waiting. i missed the time. i'm sorry.

i am sleepy and this is a sleepy post

2010-04-15T19:19:00.016+08:00

haha i'm so sleepy now.started the day well with the awesome social studies class.wide awake and responsive.was restless after break time.fiesh and i kept giggling about some things.kay hang on i'm seriously sleepy now.i shall continue.focused test after school.whuuuut.whatever we studied didn't appear in the god damn paper.thank you.homed with the friends.was supposed to go for an evening jog with aidil and shah but it was cancelled.blame the rain.speech day tomorrow.okay bye i'm very sleepy.i is in the very sleepy doh.who took the bomp from the bompalompalomp?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

this never gets old 8)

friend: i farted.
sarah: when?
friend: justnow.
sarah: how?
friend: like ..... pott~ like that.

it doesn't hurt me. you wanna feel how it feels?

2010-04-10T12:37:00.009+08:00

big,fluffy white clouds blocking out the sun.the perfect weather for an afternoon nap.yesterday's cross country was fine until the part when that bloody blister acted up again.thanks to those who were there for me.i wouldn't wanna elaborate on how pissed i am towards someone.i've been taking in alot for god knows how many months.but what you did yesterday was too ridiculous for my own liking.the seven girls crashed at my house after that.lunched together.hungry assholes.went to the movies in the late afternoon with the H².how to train your dragon.cute movie.i bet it'll be waaay better in 3-D.

running in a whole new scene

2010-04-08T22:25:00.018+08:00

this picture was taken unintentionally by aidil when fiesh and i were laughing.haha.i got my very first blister yesterday.very first.never had it before.blame the heels for this.i wouldn't be wearing heels if it isn't for that new band uniform.but i like the uniform though heh heh heh.fiesh and i accompanied aidil today to queensway after focused test as he wanted to get a pair of running shoes for tomorrow's first ever cross country.he treated us lunch at macs.laughed alot.inside jokes.gametes.that kurang ajar laughter of mine and aidil's.had a long bus ride home. ♥

aidil: woi where did you get that chicken from? cine babi stall ah?
derek: yea haha. fuck you.

sometimes the last thing you want comes in first.

and sometimes the first thing you want never come.

happy big deal day to aidil

2010-03-31T20:39:00.013+08:00

it's aidil's birthday today and we made a big deal out of it.we were all looking forward for school to end.it was a surprise.amai and the rest did the preparations at the park.met aidil at the bus-stop and faked a story.quickly blindfolded him.led him through the park.surpriseee.pop the balloons.aidil hates balloons.happy birthday to you.the cakes and drinks and tidbits.pictures and videos.presents.more pictures.the playground.we had a blast even though it was a really simple and small celebration.love ya aidil.happy birthday ;) i bet you'll bring the bag to school tomorrow heh heh heh.

i'm certain of it, i really am. was it or was it not?

it definitely was. i still remember. i'm back to square one.